I am missing DJ a lot at the moment, I'm trying to ignore it but it's not that easy. But I will grin and bear it!
In the meantime I've turned my attention to a few phone calls and messages that have crept up from the City Boy. All flirty but innocent and good fun. Then at the weekend we casually reasoned out why it would be fine to meet for a drink and a catch up (can you catch up with someone you've only actually met once?!). My story for Jazz was that he was an old school friend.
Anyway we did last night. It took my mind off DJ and Jazz, who is on a mission at present to make me feel guilty about not seeing his family enough. The drink(s) with the City Boy was fun and so easy. No, he's not DJ or Jazz but he is uncomplicated and fantastic to be around.
As I said it was perfectly innocent - when we said 'goodbye' and he comically swayed back and forth as though not sure whether to dive in for a kiss, we laughed. The fact we quickly decided we better not and then kissed anyway is beyond the point. Or so I'm telling myself.
2008-04-23 @ 14:29